Thoughts

I am sincerely sorry for my very late update. I am neither busy nor "lifeless" again. The truth is, I am lazy. Haha! Never changed. Okay..

First of all.. I want to wish my friends who r in serious relationships now. Hope you guys appreciate each others and give time 2 each other, try to understand each other and so on. Hope ya happy together forever. ^^

Hmm... Sometimes i wonder, 'What am I doing?' But you know, it's really hard to determine or conclude whether it's right or wrong. I am sure you do understand right? Your mind is telling you to do this, but you are doing the other way. It's not rational, no meanings, no benefits, no intention. It's just you. You know what is the best, you know exactly what you should do, but it's very annoying that, there's a very strong mind deeply inside your brain tell you that you shouldn't do what you think is right, but do whatever you want to do. Okay.. I know it's a bit confusing.. I hope it's just a bit? If you don't understand at all, er.. You may just skip it, I dont mind. It's just what I am thinking it right now.. May be I am just too free or may be I am just insane? Haha.. It happens sometimes... Then I will keep asking myself, 'Is it right? Why am I doing this? What will happen next? What if I didn't do it? ' The same questions appear again, again and again in my mind.

It's not very good to miss someone too much. I always keep it in mind. Haha! I can't control my mind but, i can control my actions. Most of the time, things do not work that way you expected them to be. Sometimes, I have to admit that, my brother is right.

I know the elders are disturbing sometimes, stopping you do this and that but, what they tell you you probably just don't obey or agree but at very least, you listen. It may not be helpful now but who knows in the future? Respect, watch your manners, be patient...

Alright, I think I'll stop now for this time. I know it's getting boring. XP Okay, I'll try to update a better one next time k? Take care everyone. ^^